I always wanted to be a teacher.
Back
in the day we started school when we turned five and as I was born in December,
my January was filled with new uniforms, a brand new suitcase, and the feeling
that turning five was not all that pleasant. Our school was tiny and made up of
red face brick which was blanketed with creepers - it really was rather pretty
although I didn't actually notice this at the time. It was only when I was
older and we used to drive past it that I realised its aesthetic value compared
to the conglomerate of buildings which was my high school. Not much registered
initially except that I had no friends as I could barely speak English:
learning to do so was a long and slow process I shared with my mother, who
could also not speak English. Janet and John and their dog Spot (my first
reader) formed the centre of our world for a long time and I can still remember
the sensation of turning the pages of those small blue covered books and
sounding out the words until they had some meaning.
One
day that is very clear is when I realised that I had understood something my
teacher had said: soon followed the knowledge that I had two words for certain
things, each in a different language. And I have been fascinated with words and
with languages ever since. As my confidence grew so did my fascination with my
grade 1 teacher - Miss Carter. I thought she was wonderful, and as young
children tend to do with their teachers, I transferred to her the power that
she could do nothing wrong. My memories of her are inexact but I know
that she had a lovely voice and that it was when I was in her class that I knew
I wanted to be a teacher. That desire stayed with me throughout school and
university and 36 years later I am as passionate about what I do as I was when
I lined up my dolls and taught them all to read and to write.
Some have told me over the years that I lacked ambition as I did not allow myself to consider any other occupation or career. Perhaps they are right but you know what, I really do not care. I love teaching and as a teacher of English, I consider myself to be that most fortunate of all beings, someone who has never regretted doing what she does and who has never resented getting up in the morning to do so.
Some have told me over the years that I lacked ambition as I did not allow myself to consider any other occupation or career. Perhaps they are right but you know what, I really do not care. I love teaching and as a teacher of English, I consider myself to be that most fortunate of all beings, someone who has never regretted doing what she does and who has never resented getting up in the morning to do so.
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